February 2010
57 posts
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Do you feel that strange sense of nostalgia for...
‘Cause I do sometimes.
January 2010
49 posts
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I miss you so much it hurts sometimes.
Your feelings, our feelings, they are just not strong enough, aren’t they. As much as it aches all the time, sometimes, it is just not enough, isn’t it. I am putting everything behind and get on with my life. Sure, smiles, laughters, jokes, awkwardness, they are all there, just not you.
Did I give you that cringe when we met unexpectedly? Did the changes I made burnt whatever remnant...
“You know, sometimes it seems things go by too quickly. We’re so busy watching...”
– Calvin and Hobbes. (via flickflickflicker) (via infinitebutterflies)
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It is the actually acceptance of defeat that’s taking so much out of me.
“Any pain you feel will never, ever, compare to the regret that comes from from...”
– Ghost of Girlfriends Past (via quote-book)
14523.) I feel like I can't be happy with whoever...
(via blogsecret)
14524.) I am weak.
(via blogsecret)
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“We’ve both adapted so much to change I can barely recognize you anymore....”
– 28th January 2010
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I don’t know why I’m still not over it. Love? I don’t think so, more like infatuation, probably. An infatuation that is lasting longer than it should. Pfffffft.
-dontmesswithcookiemonster:
fuckpatriarchy:
behhhhh:myashes:
I want to be with you, god damn it!
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I run away. I run away from what I can’t have. Literally.
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Trời xui đất khiến ác lắm.
Căm hờn :))
Kệ mẹ coi như trời thử thách đi ha. Mà kì này hổng bị tim thót cho nên có tiến triển :))
ye ye
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Clearly, I need to move on, stop over-analyzing, stop dreaming and get a life.
“I like to see people reunited, I like to see people run to each other, I like...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer (Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close) submitted by: athousandthoughtsperminute (via quote-book) (via infinitebutterflies)
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“Honey, I know how it feels. I know how it feels to put on a smile when your...”
– 24th Jan 2010
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“I just want you to care, why should it be so hard, why. I just can’t get...”
– 24th Jan 2010
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“It is not like that anymore. Now get over it.”
– 24th Jan 2010
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Thời tiết.
Ngày dài đằng đẵng, mệt mỏi, trống rỗng. Mình càm ràm nhiều, khó chịu cũng không ít. Người ta cũng không thua gì, cũng rất thích rống họng lên cãi cho vui nhà vui cửa. Thời tiết rất nóng nực, hoàn toàn không giúp được gì cho cái lửa lòng của con người. Hai ngày trước trời bỗng mưa tầm tã, mưa ngập cống trong những lô cốt chưa vận hành, làm mình tưởng bở là trời sắp se lạnh, mình lại sắp được quấn...
“This is why you should never, ever get your hopes up. This is why you should see...”
– Emily Griffin, Something Borrowed (via quotewhore)
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“Nobody wants me.”
– 22nd January 2010
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This year can’t just be a repetition from the last, no it can’t. I don’t want to have to try to forget, learn to make myself let go temporarily, then to fall heads over heels again, no no no no no. Not on my side, it just can’t.
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You don't care a bit, you don't care a bit.
“You can be mad as a mad dog at the way things went; you can swear and curse the...”
– The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (via kari-shma)
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What is there for one to do when they're too worn...
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You don’t get to do that, you don’t get to write something intriguing or look nice or be happy. You don’t get to stick your hand into other people’s chests and squeeze their hearts out.
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“So much’s changed.
I’m still trying to wrap my head around that....”
– 16th January 2010
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I’ll never love you as much as she does. Still it isn’t any easier to let go. On some subconscious level, I’ll probably always want you, but it doesn’t work that way, now does it.
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“I know how it hurts, I do. Hurts as if an invisible force crushing your chest,...”
– 15th January 2010
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I hope for miracles, or at least I try to.
Someday, someday. When will I stop holding on, subconsciously. Someday, someday.
“I am learning how to be alone without being lonely, learning how to be lonely...”
– Paul Baribeau (via kari-shma)
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So what does it feel like to be betrayed and left behind? So what does it feel like to slowly lose grasp on what you thought you once knew, once had? So what does it feel like when feel as if nothing’s real, as if there’s no truth at all? Most importantly of all, how do you cope? Would you turn a blind eye? Should you act nonchalant in the hope that things might take a turn for the...
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We used to have so much fun, we did. Well I guess that was before you went behind my back and smack shit.
Still appreciate the memories though. Like when we sneaked to row A in the cinama and laid on their floor and giggled so loud people came down to see what was going on. We always had fun, you and I, even now, sometimes. We always managed to laugh and joke, it’s a chemistry thing I...
“I really don’t want to think about those things anymore.
I die when I think...”
– Broken Social Scene (via weallbelong) (via howdysailor) (via brokenmachine)
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“Some things are lost effortlessly. Time, for instance, or childhood, innocence,...”
– 11 January 2010
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I loved us.
Just as you were, just as I was.
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“Sometimes my insecurities take the better of me. Sometimes I get tired and...”
– 6 January 2009
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I was happy. School was wonderful. Everyday was intriguing. Friends were great enough on the surface. Boyfriend was above satisfactory. Things were good. Then somehow things took a turn for the worse. Somehow, somewhen along the way everything fell apart. I wasn’t sure what I did wrong or how I felt that way, I wasn’t, I am still not sure of anything. So sudden, so quick, so demanding...
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Movies are stupid, they are ridiculous. Things can’t just “get better”. There’s no such force that just make things “better”. It doesn’t work that way. It just doesn’t.
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I had my part of a movie scene. Sadly, an unfulfilled one. Good enough, I’ve never thought I’d ever be at all. You know those lame cheesy movies where the guy always sacrifice his life for the girl, I wonder who the fuck would be stupid enough to do the same for me.
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Sometimes I miss not being so afraid, to be so innocent, eager and infatuated with everything.
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When I die, I might die hemorrhaging memories.
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Random fact of the day...
My sister actually looks like a chipmunk. Scouts honor. …
13980.) Sometimes... I can smell you as if you...
(via blogsecret)
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“I’m merely another ordinary girl who just wants to be special, to be...”
– 3 January 2010
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Do I want to change this?
Yes, there certainly are things I want to undo, to reverse, to clear off. Thing is that I know it can’t be done. Hence I’m just sitting here trying to put on a brave face and not give a shit.
I’m not as brave as I sound or look, I’m just another terrified girl looking for some peace of mind.
People leave, people who I choose to make matter leave. They leave, and I’m...
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Find people who matter, and stick with them. Make...